I purged so much stuff over the weekend and I have more to go. Sadly, I got rid of my treadmill. It takes up a lot of space and the reality is that even though I’m losing weight and a treadmill could help, I am just not physically able to use one. It felt a little bit bitter to admit that, but using the treadmill puts me in awful pain, and I very quickly lose all range of motion in my ankle. So we put my treadmill out on the curb, and another family picked it up. Hopefully it can help them with their health.
Today I need to gather up my Lisa Frank for packing. It’s so expensive that I don’t want the movers to take it. It isn’t that I think anyone would steal them, but I think that if they were damaged in transit, the moving company would refuse to pay the full value for them. They’re going to see a vinyl bag with aliens on it and say 20 bucks when in reality it’s worth 400 and I paid at least 200. All the rainbow bags, tins, boxes, towels, office supplies etc make me feel so much joy. I even have a Zoomer and Zorbit duffle bag, which is pretty much a holy grail item. You never outgrow Lisa Frank. I’m the only girl I know who has “designer” bags with bunnies on them.
Today I’m hoping to paint a lot too. I won’t be able to paint Wed- Sunday.
Yesterday I had horrible anxiety. Anxiety that bad hasn’t hit me in a long time. My husband gave me a Klonopin and I had to sleep it off.