Describe your most memorable vacation. It was on the only vacation we took in my childhood. We were visiting Disney World and Sea World. One night, something bit my mother's face. Half her face swelled up. The first day she wouldn't even go out. It looked so bad. At the time I felt bad for … Continue reading Half My Mother’s Face Swelled Up at Disney World
Painting for Sale By Young Artist
Below are two paintings done by my daughter, Angelica. You can buy these masterpieces and make a young artist's day for 20 dollars. Email me!
ECT or TMS
I have a consultation next week for ECT. Yes, that ECT. Electroconvulsive therapy. I hate that it has come to this, but after the disaster in Panama I need to come to terms with the fact I'm not a functional person. So much of my living is impaired by mental illness. The reason I'm still … Continue reading ECT or TMS
SciFi Dream Girl
What’s your favorite thing about yourself? I use intellect rather than emotion. The foundation of my faith is intellectual belief, not loving or feeling loved by God. Loving God or reminding myself He loves me is a good thing to remember to do from time to time, but it isn't my focus. I value truth … Continue reading SciFi Dream Girl
Agoraphobia?
I'm back at home now after a terrible trip to Panama. I was on the phone with my health coach today, and she suggested that my experience sounded like agoraphobia. My reactions to cities and other busy places aren't normal. I feel worn out and defeated. The life of travel I dreamed of won't happen. … Continue reading Agoraphobia?
Trans Women Are Men
I made a post on Instagram saying that, and it got deleted as hate speech that incites violence. Evidently saying that having a dick precludes you from being a woman is hate speech now, and saying you won't play along is akin to violence. So I'll say it here. Trans women are men. And to … Continue reading Trans Women Are Men
Panama Has Been a Nightmare
I have not done one single activity with the wives. Right now I am supposed to be going to the Presidential Palace to meet the First Lady. I long to go, but my anxiety is too high and my mood too unstable. I have been suicidal most of the trip. Now that the romantic portion … Continue reading Panama Has Been a Nightmare
10 Reasons I Can’t Live Without My Phone
What’s the one luxury you can’t live without? Like a lot of people, my phone is a luxury I can't live without. Here are ten reasons why. 1. I use phone apps to create collage art. 2. Photography. I have taken thousands of photos on my phone. 3. Document scanning. 4. Instagram 5. Word processor. … Continue reading 10 Reasons I Can’t Live Without My Phone
Christian Collage
This is an assortment of Bible verse collages I made a few years ago. Some are hard to read, but all have beautiful images that I found. I hope you enjoy them.
Sometimes Things Don’t Work Out
I'm writing this from Casco Viejo in Panama. I am doing badly. Leaving the hotel room is a struggle. Twice I have had panic attacks in public. Mental illness is very real. This week my husband has work to do. Our romantic vacation ends tomorrow and we go to a different hotel in another part … Continue reading Sometimes Things Don’t Work Out
Life at Home 