My overarching goal for 2024 was to embrace radical softness and express my femininity. I think I mostly did that. I want to wear makeup when I’m depressed more, but I don’t want to wear it all the time because my husband likes my face bare. He doesn’t hate makeup, but he doesn’t “get” it either. I have endeavored to be gentle in my interactions, or at least not get worked up.
I have been more at peace this year. I think I’ve been more patient as well. I’ve embraced softness of personality and soul. I feel a deep feminine peace. Living in a place where I am mostly too scared to drive has definitely led me to be more home focused. Home is such a sanctuary.
I want to set new goals for 2025. Here is my preliminary list.
- Learn to do more baking. C finally ordered us an electric mixer. It’s time! I can’t wait to make sweet cupcakes and cakes!
- Write another book. In 2024, I completed a manuscript. I have yet to revise it or explore publishing options, but I finished it. It’s a book of poetry and micro memoir. Another writer will be reading it and giving me feedback. In 2025, I plan to write more poetry and micro memoir, as well as flash nonfiction, horror, and scifi.
- Try to increase my energy. I feel so tired.
- Workout more
- Enjoy island living. Our upcoming move is so exciting!
- Accept myself. Yes, I should try to keep my weight down for my health. But I should still be happy with myself and embrace my beauty like my husband does.
- Develop my art practice.
- Find more ways to serve and love my husband.
- Always remember that life is short and I need to make the most of each day.
- Pray more and study scripture more.
- Study floral design and start or join a flower ministry at church.