I was physically and mentally not feeling well last week. Then my inlaws arrived last Thursday. So between physical illness, Bipolar, and my inlaws coming to visit, I have been too wrapped up to write here. It has been a very hard week. This weekend I am doing better physically. I went to church and went out with my family. Yesterday we went into the city to go to a museum and to lunch. But while we were out, I was desperate to go home, as my mood was swinging wildly. C knew I was feeling bad, and he bought me beautiful crocheted flowers at a sidewalk stand by the train station. He’s so romantic.


Tomorrow my inlaws go home, and A goes to school. It will be just C and I. I hope we will go on a date, but whether we do or not it will be nice to have time together just the two of us. Then Tuesday things go back to normal and I have a lot of housework to do. I look forward to getting my house in order. I just need more energy. I was supposed to start two new medicines last week, but my pharmacy never received the order, and the doctor hasn’t responded to my messages. I will have to call tomorrow. Things have just been so rough.
I honestly just need a few days to rest, but I am already behind, and I do not want to neglect my duties.